what a surprise.. can't do anything that will progress me..

it's so depressing to be kept from doing something you KNOW you're capable of doing. i'm referring to driving a vehicle. zen just met with me and he said, "well.. you took your cognitive test didn't you?" and then i said, "pfft.. yeah." then he said, "did you pass it?" (i'm sure he knows the answer to this question, so it was more or less rubbing it in my face) and i said, "no." then he said, "well if a medical professional says you can't drive- there's nothing i can do about it." i actually feel like i've taken a few before. i could've sworn that my care coordinator said that there was something else we could do to fight it but i was just like, "nah. not right now." so me being so laid back is gonna cost me. nobody gives a shit because it's NOT THEIR situation/problem. just ANOTHER fucking thing that was taken from me. DO YOU GUYS WANT ANYTHING ELSE OR ANY OTHER PRIVILEGES/RIGHTS I WAS GIVEN TO TAKE FROM ME?! amanda and my mom won't be satisfied until i'm in a damn nursing home so they can get all the attention and sympathy they can get from others when THEY DON'T DO A DAMN THING TO HELP ME. i had my other interview which was virtual today. i told the guy about my work history and he told me about the company. i'm not sure i sprung interest in hiring me. i still got the interview on wednesday with a hotel.. so hopefully i actually interest them in hiring me then. i thought they may have been interested in hiring me since i thought i interviewed with them before but i may be just imagining this to give myself a better attitude about getting hired.